It feels like waking up during a lucid dream.
It feels like building a long neverending tunnel.
It feels like pouring too much orange into a painting of a sunset.
Or pouring too much purple into a painting of a night sky.
It feels like reciting the exact same part over and over again.
It feels like jumping, running, drowning, and flying at the same time.
It feels like I would hurt any person only by taking a breath.
It feels like running for miles with no destination in mind.
It feels like banging my head on a cobblestone.
It feels like listening to my favorite song at 22.000 Hz.
It feels like swimming in the deepest ocean for 170 seconds with no oxygen tanks.
It always comes at the most random time.
It lingers longer than the smell of smoke.
It rips out all of the sanity that I have.
It haunts every step I take.
